O LEVELS!

no time to reply tags the past week! apologies!

Okay one week of O levels down! =D no paper today! hahahaha. so happy! ONLY THOSE TAKING O LEVELS/HAVE TAKEN O LEVELS WILL KNOW HOW NICE IT IS TO HAVE NO PAPER ON A SINGLE DAY AFTER A LONG TIRING WEEK OF PAPERS,RIGHT RIGHT? CORRECT!(:



TUESDAY WAS MY DEAR GIRL'S BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY SWEET 16th DARL! <3


TOP: Ashley, Wai Yuen, Audrey!
BOTTOM: Pamela, YOUYOUYOU(:, Eliza, Aarti, Theresa, Jeslyn!
REMEMBER THE BIG BIG GROUP THAT KEEPS GROWING?! hahaha. WE ALL LOVE YOU!


Haha, nothing much this whole week except that i fell ill with fever, bad cough, flu, sore throat on the 2nd day of exams! I was kinda sad cos the next day was chemistry and its like one of my favourite subjects and my body couldnt just play me out at a time like this! you know when you're sick you dont feel liek doing anything, just sleep sleep sleep. so that night i didnt study for chem(i studied alot alot over the past months and full swing chemistry during the french leave ohkay!!). woke up early in the morning and studied for it. THANK GOD THE PAPER WAS FINE =D i still had a bit of fever BUT I WAS HAPPY, CONTENTED, SATISFIED what have you when i was doing the paper!


FOR GEOGRAPHY! YAY YAY YAY! what i studied came out. when i got my paper the first thing i did was turn to essay question and I WANTED TO SCREAM YES! of course i couldnt. ahhh, happy! =D THANK GOD, REALLY!!



AND im off to study now! i had a GREAT day yesterday! love you mummy! <333!

Replies to tags (:
[SZEQIAN] dont worry babe. you'll do just fine! Helping out was nothing much! hahas. thanks for all your wishes! I'll STRIVE ON! LOVE YOU LOADS!
[RAVEENA] you ended school already what! lazy lazy lazy! hahaha. take care! (:
[ERIKA] totally! hahas!
[ELIZA] done :D
[SIEWHONG] AH HONGGGGGG! :D hahahs, you tooooo! JIAYOU JIAYOU!
[JIAQI] JAP! JAP! yes going :D yesyes! ALOT OF PICS OKAY! :D yup i think i'll be going cos we'll all be SO FREE by then! hahas LOVE YOU TOO! take care and jiayou!
[DIGGORY] haha chem was YAY! a math was so so. lol


THOSE TAKING O LEVELS, HANG IN THERE! THINK OF THE 3-4 MONTHS ODD BREAK AFTER THAT! SUFFER NOW, ENJOY LATER! =D

AMATH. CHEM. AMATH. CHEM. AMATH. CHEM.

thats all Ive been drilling into my head for the past week. okay maybe a lil physics too. TODAY was just fun. you wont believe this but aarti, pamela, theresa, weiqian, siewhong, ashley, waiyuen, jian nan, jason, wei xiang were studying together! haha >.< of course the boys went playing and they brought back water babies :D


Im proud to announce that i held myself out till 2am today. dilligently studying. messaging nicholas & jason too. lols, all of us couldnt sleep. HAHA. i feel so happy when i can complete a full question with no guidance. It doesnt make me feel dumb when doing math. I outsmart it, NOT. i wish actually. haha.

I SAW THE OFFICER WHO HELPED ME WHEN SOMETHING HAPPENED SOME TIME BACK. saw him once at Clementi bubble tea shop, i kid you not. haha. police officers need a break too :D second outside formosa and today in school. he's a nice person. very easy to get along with and can console a person damn well! =D thanks, jing cha shu shu!

MR TAN PUAY ENG spent his time joking with us today. Found out so many things. and reminiscing those times when we first stepped into Tanglin. I didnt know Mr Tan Puay Eng and he didnt know me. I only know him as the fierce DM. now we're so good friends :D

Caught up after such a longggggggggggggggg time with izuwan boy! Times in 2e1'o5 were just so nice. we were talking about so many stuff =) after we went into separate classes in sec 3 its been so long since we could sit down and talk together. found out so many things right? =) and boy, dont ponder over it too much! JIAYOU for your Os! more impt! haha and remember, PROM NIGHT! LOLS! catch me!

Gotta go meet theresa girl now and off to school for ERP. A FEW MORE DAYS. HOLD IT! =D

ANOTHER UPDATE(: so not in the mood because im so tired but this thing's gonna be dead if im gone for long without updates.


intensive preparation for O Levels. It dawned on me that (i might sound like im contradicting myself by saying this, but yes) I might miss all the mugging after Os. haha, like how much stuff you have to squeeze into that brain, feelings like its gonna BURST LIKE A BUBBLE soon. We'll see.

Went back for physics today cum a math. like, it's all gonna happen in 6 days time. omgomgomgomgomgomg. There's a mixture of so many feelings in me, ROJAK! heh heh. the EVER AWAITED O LEVEL EXAMINATIONS. This tells me I've successfully completed ten years of education(not counting the pre primary, of course) haha. im so envious of the PSLE students! They're done with their exams while we're still mugging for ours ]: no fair.

AND YOU YOU YOU,
All in the name of ego, you can go to extreme measures. WE SHALL SIT BACK AND SEE YOUR EGOISTIC BUBBLE POP WITH A SOUND SO LOUD THAT YOU'LL BARELY SEE ANY REMAINS. you dumb dumb, dont try to fool people with your words. do you know how much people are talking behind your back? If you think you're famous, I think you should look up the definition of famous. GET IT? dont do something becuase you wanna please someone. things you do should benefit yourself. NO ONE can get the whole world you like NO ONE. so you should seriously STOP ALL YOUR NYEH NYEHS AND WHINES AND CRIES TO THE WHOLE WORLD BECUASE NO ONE WANTS TO LISTEN TO YOU. you should.stop.having.a.hidden.identity.and.stop.bootlicking.and.trying.to.me.people.feel.good.
with.your."cute".voice.because.it.makes.everyone.puke.oh.and.there's.no.objection.to.laughing
but.there's.a.thing.called.being.considerate.thank.you.very.much.i.hate.you.

I am lost but I am found.
I am sad but I am happy.
I am crying but I am laughing.
The confusion of the world is hard,
It's drifting me away
My heart is painful, bearing all the burdens
I am being pulled and pulled away
why oh why am i losing something I enjoy, oh why...


THE HAPPINESS CONTAINED IN ME IS ENORMOUS! becuase Im very happy today.
This kind of a satisfaction is wayyyy to difficult to describe. Im robbed of words, seriously. I want to thank so many people right now for so many things. Like, good and bad. Im having issues here! haha.

Well, the bond between 4e2 is not separated at all! NEVER WAS, NEVER WILL. and im happy for that =) in ten days time its the O level Examination. As i await the dreaded O levels, I get more scared by the day. whats gonna happen after that? everything's gonna end soon, just soon. then what will be the outcome? it's a make it or break it case. LOVE THEM LOADS. I want to thank the teachers for not giving up even at this CRUCIAL point. hahaha, I kinda feel that if i practice math, its peanuts! damn easy i tell you. but again, I SAID IF.

; God please help me through this intensive period. bring me through my O Levels safely like how you did during my PSLE. Like how i felt so calm during the papers knowing you have everything planned out, the best. Like how I used to be jealous that some people could do sums which I couldnt. Like how you made me realise that by doing some sums alone wont get anyone anywhere. Like how I burst into tears when I collected my PSLE cert. Like how i accepted the results, feeling so satisfied. O LEVELS ARE ON THEIR WAY.

DO YOUR BEST & GOD WILL TAKE CARE OF THE REST. I believe I'll be where Im fated to be. :D

ALL IN ALL, today was a rather productive day(:

Morning was chemistry with miss ng. she taught the chapter electrolysis =) understand it much better. thank god! after that was physics with mr goh! believe me! trust me if you have mr goh as our subject teachers, treasure him! his too good a teacher to miss! he's explanation on physics stuff are way good and it makes sense coming to think about it. He may not be able to lead a whole class, but small groups, HE'S ONE OF THE BEST! i think i understand the physics stuff so much better now. =)

After physics, was alone. & jason taught me math! ANOTHER GOOD TEACHER! :D his math is like so powerful. he is one smart boy! THANKS JASON! I KNOW DIFFERENTIATION IS SO EASY! THANK YOU SO MUCH! C: Never have i thought there'll come a day when i say something about a math is interesting & easy! o.O! im serious, thats how water logged my brain'll be when doing math. but for a language person who HATES doing math, ITS NOT ONLY AN ACHIEVEMENT but IMPROVEMENT y'know! i feel so proud of myself. who cares whether you care or not. haha!

then mr tan puay eng came out of the staff room so he went through 40 mcq questions! =) so funny lah. he kept on "aiyoh-ing" all the way. then was math. you can guess how i was feeling by now. so tired & seriously needed a good sleep. backbone was aching like SHIT somemore. goodness lah, learnt how to do the approximations thing. haha. EH I KNOW IF YOU'RE READNG MY BLOG NOW AND IF YOU HAVENT STARTED STUDYING PROPERLY YET, IM MAKING YOU FEEL VERY TENSED! you're welcome.

couldnt take it anymore (HAD TO BEG MR TAN CHOR SENG) to let us go home. lols. he didnt allow us to go home till we did the math thing, JUST LIKE MISS NG. cabbed home with siew hong. mum & dad not free today so cant pick me up ): siew hong could tell i was half dead from that intensive studying, i didnt even break for lunch. thats why i was like some zombie in the cab. i was contemplating whether or not to go for ERP, im glad i'm giving today's a miss. i couldve fainted, thats how tired i am.

I'LL PULL MYSELF THROUGH FOR THE LAST LAP! im quite happy. thanks jason =) sorry cant go for ERP im too tired, even if i went i cant absorb anything! >.< so i'll ask you the questions tomorrow!

on the other hand, i found out that there's this person reading my blog EVERYDAY. like a faithful reader. very faithful, i will say. SHE, whom I will not name, reads my blog and goes around telling people what happens in my everyday life. i dont pay you to publicise you know. dont do that because you are cataclysmically bored. you're getting under my skin time after time. I was flabbergasted when I found out what you can get up to. Well, never judge a book by its cover. SO TRUE. behind that inncoent, cute adorable look, lies a cunning fox. thats how your attitude portrays you. I just want to tell you. halt creating those squabbles becuase noone's gonna fall out with noone because of you. that is so dumb. I dont care what you think and you dont have to think anything. this is my blog, I write what I please. you get that? You know Im talking about you. Im not just snipping words for the sake of making my blog entry long. i posted this because I know you'll be reading this.

and, back to studying! :D study okay. now you've finished reading my blog entry! :D time to hit the books!

TODAY.IS.FUN.AND.SATISFYING! (: before i continue, I'VE GOT FRIENDSTER ALREADY! lols :P yes i know, i know. FINALLY!

had some prayers at home in the morning. and then went to school for chemistry. met up with theresa went for lunch and then pamela joined us in school. =) HAHA. and im so proud to announce that I CAN FINALLY DO MOLE CONCEPT! like seriously. so happy ;D i owe it all to miss ng man!

She didnt let us leave till we get EVERY QUESTION RIGHT WITH FULL STEPS CORRECT. haha. but im grateful lah! so happy! i used to complain about what a shit topic mole concept is, i am no longer gonna do that. heh. theresa is happy too right! jia you girl! Well hopefully i'll get Organic Chemistry right tomorrow :D

Spoke to eliza & I found out so many things. blood boils man.

YOU :
i still hate you as much for what you've done. i mean like you really were so immature, i can never understand why. whats your motive. so what if you've done so well? dont get over the moon you know. telling everyone you dont know but in the end, just look. if you think lying like that is so fun, youre plain childish! so what if you've met your mark? the best is yet to be. to think i ever took you for a friend. what is the real definition of a friend? one who will be there for good. you only got me into deep shit which makes it so difficult to get myself out of. look, im not green with envy or whatsoever you might be thinking. but why do you have to hide from us? like we already know. its so obvious. stop hiding. you used to get so pissed when either one of us kept anything from you but who's the one who's keeping things now? ask yourself.are you regarding us as friends this way? so what if you're good at one thing. you know what pisses us all off? YOUR SUCKY ATTITUDE. if you'd wanna teach things that you know with that kind of attitude, we all rather you keep your intelligence to yourself. be truthful to yourself, at the very least. thanks for getting me into all that shit, the trouble and the inconvenience. goodbye, ex-friend. i love you for the fun we used to have before you adopted that attitude. all the best. maybe declaring the terms best friends for this friendship was not suitable. at least not yet.

SO IM BACK TO STUDYING! =D A MATH HERE I COME. oh no, i always feel stupid doing math! dang!

OKAY, new url here. haha, just felt like it. dunno why too (: perhaps that old url didnt really mean that much to me. haha. LONG ENTRY HERE (:



Alrightos, so I've graduated from tanglin on the 5th of this month. WHICH MEANS IN TWO WEEKS TIME, IM SITTING FOR O LEVELS. oh god! Friday, during the graduation ceremony, there were many things that filled my mind. i was reminiscing what it was like to have first stepped into Tanglin and before I know it, i'll be stepping out of it. thats quite sad. the friendship, the fun times, the memories and those days. it'll all be etched in me forever.


I am grateful for the good teachers I've had over the years who have always been there for me, guiding me through, fulfilling my dreams. not to forget having a good rapport with one another, thats beyond words. the school leaders like the vice principal and the principal, nice people i'll say.


My girls. we've been through ups & downs together. Going through what seemed most impossible to clear. bearing all those jealousy form some out there, getting into trouble for not going for focus, having fun together, doing all the shit with one another, laughing screaming jumping and even crying with one another. most importantly, being there for each other always. remember girls, what doesnt kill us only makes us stronger.we'll all be separating soon. some aiming for the same JC *winks* and some for the same POLY. but lets not drift the friendship away, yes? we'll meet up even after our secondary education. we'll continue to gossip like we always do and continue to play & go mad like nobody's business. I'll miss you girls, my <3

2E1'o5! I still remember how we cried when we were all gonna move on to sec 3. well, though there was that one big dispute, it didnt kill us all. We were still as united as one. those time when we had fun as a class, those jokes & stuff. the sentosa class gathering. i still love all of you. (: Remember, a pic during prom yes!



4E2'o7! you're the best thing that has happened to me. I thank God for this fabulous class. I'll miss those times when we:

1. Get scolded time after time
2. THOSE FUN TIMES AT CLASS GATHERINGS!
3. Skip detentions together
4. Rush for jane chng's lessons
5. Having all the fun we can
6. Play captains ball, eating into english period
7. Always copy homework
8. Joked and Joked non stop
9. Oh, the fun during ENEMY OF THE PEOPLE CLASS PRODUCTION LAST YEAR
10. took care of one another
11. were there to help each other
12. LOVED ONE ANOTHER AS A CLASS

We've gone through so much these two years, it'll be so difficult to leave the class. I cant bear to come to terms with the fact that its the last few weeks where we see one another. my god, my heart'd get so heavy just by thinking of it. THE FUN, THE JOY, THE LAUGHTER. but, it's beyond our control. After we graduate, we'll still gather back for class gatherings and such (: FOUR E TWO , I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST FOR THE O LEVELS! DO IT ONCE & DO IT WELL! it's either we make it or break it. JIA YOU JIA YOU!





4th Student Council. Those fun times we've had going back to school organising programmes and such. The duties we've all done together, making the best of every opportunity to play. yes, the nonsense we used to do while preparing. the holidays when we always met up and played water games, ball games, painted together and cleaned sc room together. when we gossiped about the WHOLE world to one another, when we got into trouble for making the room and canteen very very wet, when we played with our juniors, when we talked our hearts out. when we made our camp tee together, when we had SC CAMP 2007 and palyed to our hearts content, when we CRIED over what had happened. when we all STOOD BY ONE ANOTHER, come what may, when we NEVER left one another feeling down, when we did a fabulous job during the investiture, when we did all the nonsense we're good for. MY DEAREST COUNCIL, you've made me feel so fortunate being part of it and those times we've had, i'll always remember. be it good or bad, we've pulled through. Juniors, take care of SC well and do your duties to the best of your ability! love all of you truckloads! (:


ENEMY OF THE PEOPLE CREW. All of you know how much we've been through for that one public performance on the 20th sept 2006. those times when we helped one another get our scripts right, when we dressed and dolled one another up, when we shared stories, when we played many many games, when we went shopping for our costumes, when we used to stay in school till 6, when we used to go to spore poly together, when we used to joke with one another, when we used to dream of the text, when we all regarded miss tang as the BEST, when we all went through ups & downs TOGETHER, when we all suddenly felt like giving up at one moment, when we all ENCOURAGED each other, when we all slept before the performance, when we all laughed at the lamest of things, when we all went as a BIG group to the cafeteria at Spore poly. remember year 2006, guys! <3

APs. Dear girls, though we havent been able to catch up for SOOOOO long, i'm sure you girls still remember this right? We'll take loads and loads of pictures during prom & catch up with one another after Os! I miss you girls loads (:

SCHOOLMATES. yes, those of you who know me & i know you (: thanks for being there and most importantly, thanks for the friendship! i'll miss all of you! Loves!

If i were to continue, I'd probably never end. yes, thats how much Tanglin Secondary School had touched me. I love it, love it forever.

Since i left the 'dramaqueen' chapter, i'll post some pics to beautify this blog(:





4E2'07!




CLASS GATHERING MOVIE TICKET (:



WITH MISS KAVITHA


MR LEE HAN SENG (:


MY GIRLS! =) where's pam&aud?! hmph.


3E2'06! omg, during this class gathering we made the security guard so angry he almost reported us to the management, haha! MEMORIES!

POST EXAM ACTIVITY LAST YEAR! zhao yang, our coach, is now overseas. hey, i hope you're coping fine. Dont be homesick or not that's gonna rob you of all your fun! TAKE CARE yeah! (:

CAMP COMMITTEE 2007 SHIRT!


HELLO WAIWAI =)



THIS WAS ON ELIZA's BIRTHDAY!



another one



ONE OF MY SC DUTY FOR MORNING ASSEMBLY! pulling national flag!

p/s : There's more but some other time yea? (:

9th June 1991.
Crossed Religion.
Drama and Debate (:
Dont read me, i'm an equation you can never solve