is how i describe my life's current status.

if you actually peep back to my archives, december post, you'd see me blogging about my grandfather being in the hospital. well, not anymore, never again. Yes. He passed away peacefully on Monday (24th March 2008 - exaclty one week ago). I lost him to various illnesses and I shouldnt be so selfish to not accept things the way it is. watching him suffer in silence was not very helpful. so he's moved on. I should to. Always loved him, am still loving him, will always love him! When one loses a grandparent who he/she is so close to, the feeling is beyond explanation. thats the way im feeling now. right now at 1:11am on the 31st march.

Earth Hour's programme went well. had a nice time with all those part of this in one way or another. Spoke to Uncle Kiong alot. he's like soooooooo hilarious! and it was fun making fun of zhe yu - at least it killed my boredom. linin was a nice talking partner. ashley was a helpful
organizer. jietong- switched the lights off at the right time. wilson was the best at cheering people on. kephren- the one who made all this possible (: WHO I MISSED OUT AH?
more information please open a new window and shift your eyes to http://earthhoursingapore.blogspot.com

Went to pay my respects at my aunt's place today. Chilled with cousins while playing carum. more of so that i wont stone. 'twas fun cos at least i scored twice. quiet lah, im usually very bad at this. achievements are satisfactory:)

am curently talking to weiqian online. and we're just imitating the way some people type, with all the double 'i's and 'u's and what nots. and people asking, "i like it can?" CANNOT LAH.
EW. im just loyal to my english language, thankyouverymuch.

BEFORE we cross into March the 14th,

LET ME WISH MY FATHER A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

At this point in time, i feel pretty much like a lifeless individual. i.seriously.have.got.no.energy.to.spare.

& the fact that its raining everyday is not helping. So anyway, Science Centre's Enrich! Programme went as planned (most of it at least). THREE DAYS. and i fell ill after the first day. o.O! hahaha thats damn pathetic i realise! second and third day i was most of the time, managing my station - alone.

and with my tendency of losing my voice, tadaaa thats exactly what happened. It was he shouting and getting wet in the rain idea. i sound like a man when i speak. how pathetic!

Anyhow, i survived the storm! how appropriate.

Thankfully enrolment for polytechnic has been settled.

Went for dinner today at this really nice seafood restaurant :] and bought this yummy cake from awfullychocolate. ITS DAMN NICE. go try it!

gotta go now you guys. brain's not functioning well so pardon the random post.

=)

HELLO YOU GUYS:)

How're things?! haha. im the best person to answer this question because my life's been filled with really fun happenings.

Its gonna be challenging to pen every single one down becuase it's just too many! hoho.

So anyway, we're in the midst of planning a SC dinner [the 4th batch one=)] haha! AND LIKE, I REALLY HOPE IT'LL BE SOON. because it's been so long since i caught up with all of them! Though on msn we do chat, it's a different thing altogether. when i say all, i really mean all. =) One of those other things that made me really really happy going to school other than my lovely 4e2 was SC! though there were disputes here and there cause of unhappines, it's all whatever! haha. because we still love one another. I still remember those times with my batch of sc mates. very clearly. like, the wildest one i suppose? after meetings becomes GOSSIP TIME. how can I ever froget those times? how...

4e2 is also planning another gathering! :) SMILE SMILE! FASTER FASTER! MEET YOU GUYS AND LETS ALL TALK COCK AGAIN!


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MAN, I LOVE MY HAIR! =D

toodles!

The tremendous stress of having to keep up with so many things is getting on me! Hence, i apologize for the lackadaisical mood.

and before you conclude anything, its NOT emo-ing. I just hate it when people go around concluding that anything linked to feeling sad is being emo. so.silly.of.them.

I do realize though that this is not a very interesting way to start a post BUT! this is a good way to resist the urge to start cursing!

Have you ever come across a situation when the person you would not have expected to have said something actually says it to someone else and, indirectly threw a tight slap of words on your face? Someone whom in fact deserves no right to comment on your oh so awesome life but for the sake of pulling you down till your pride reaches lower than your shadows, says what pleases him/her? I am very interested to read the human mind. like, really. Why is it that commenting on someone else gives people so much of pleasure? everyone do actually talk behind someone else's backs. but a minority are those who speak with words, which upon hearing, makes you feel like your stomach is gonna come out of your butt. If you actually know the feeling of that. Telling yourself not to bother is just another way of shunning something so hurting away. yet again, how much can you change people's perspective of you? So what if one didnt do so well for something? does it mean the end? no right? there are a thousand and one more chances out there. certain things of which are seriously beyond how much we can control.

If i could do something about things which seemed not the best, you think I wouldnt? the thing here is, I cant. What I heard totally made me blank out a good whole minute. Its too late to regret or apologize once things have happened. but isnt making good use of things a better way to solve all difficulties and doubts? NO, according to some people. screwing up in one pivotal point of your life makes your whole life meaningless. Dont you think when someone speaks something, thinking about themselves first is the most vital thing? take for example the person responsible for me typing this whole paragraph out. how much has she succeeded in life? Not much aye. Sometimes when things are exaggerated, you cant sit back and tolerate the fatuousness of people anymore.

You spoke those words with no thoughts, I digested them with a million other
thoughts running through my head.

On a lighter note, i've some pictures to post up -




These chocolates are really nice :D



My favourite drink from Pastamania! :DD Green Apple Italian Soda!



Parveen Gupta, I LOVE YOU!<3


I LOVE MY HAIR!

Yesterday was the first meeting for Earth hour! Volunteers were pretty nice and helpful =D
& its gonna happen in 28 days!

OH AND

1. CONGRATULATIONS SINGAPORE on winning the bid to host the 2010 Olympic games =D YAY!
2. I hope the man on the run gets caught!

9th June 1991.
Crossed Religion.
Drama and Debate (:
Dont read me, i'm an equation you can never solve