♥,aarti

like the lazy ocean
hugs the shore,

Monday, February 23, 2009

I remember having this urge of wanting to cut my hair every single time i thought it's grown quite a bit. Okay wait, that was like years back - um, 5/6 years? Yes, I used to love having short hair. errrr, okay but that was back then. :)

So then I started growing my hair from secondary 2. I must admit it took alot of patience especially when you decide and all of a sudden have the urge for long hair. You see if you have long hair and decide you want it short, easy peasy lemon squeezy-cut it. But if you have short hair and suddenly want it long, it seems like it takes an eternity! anyhow, you get the drift.

So... after having long haior for close to 4 years now, I have never wanted to cut even 1 cm. Dont ask why I really have no idea. haha. wierd, but true. THEN THEN THEN there was this night when I was browsing through pictures, and this picture in which my hair looks medium length (actually its still my longggggggg hair i dont know how it got hid in the picture, i guess I was wearing black thats why) and I love the way my hair looks in it!

This is the picture which makes me wanna cut my hairrrrr :D

That was when I decided to cut my hair. Okay this may not be a big thing but.. it is to me alright! One thing I love so much about myself - my beautiful hair. neh neh ni poo poo.

Logged on to msn the other day while thinking about whether or not to cut my hair, and something popped up from the below of the msn screen - it's time for a change. hahahaha. i'll show you proof. I spoke to the seaker girl about as well, she says the same. LOOK!

SEE SEE. ahahaha too much of a coincidence! :D

Maybe it's really time for a change!

But what if i cut, and then regret it?

ARGGGGHHHHH

♥

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Long post alert.

I am such a bad owner of this blog. Ive kept this dead for way too long, i realize. But I swear my life has taken on a major rollercoaster ride - i have so much to blog about, so many pictures to upload that just by thinking of it, im THIS close to procastinating again. Then again, since it's a lazy saturday I shall not be such a spoilt spot and get down to some serious blogging. To all those i've promised that I would blog, here comes the promise, finally! I should go jump down for being such a lazy bum.

First : Chingay

Chingay was honestly a blast! For both days, the memories are just.. precious. In fact since the time rehearsals started, I dare say not a day we did not enjoy what we were doing. The group owes it to Oliver and Tze Chien for such an awesome performance made possible. (:

We sure had fun injecting jokes and laughter here and there during intense rehearsals to ease the tension and the stress level from everyone! I must agree that Chingay has been a platform for us to show what drama republic are really capable of - the improvisation on how to react to and interact with the audience. Overall, I personally enjoyed myself with the group. Lets just say - if im given the chance, I would want to turn back time.

After first night's performance, went for dinner with the girls. After second night's performance, went out with vivek & sandhya. Reshmi had something on, so she gave it a miss. Thank you darlings, for coming down to watch (: LOVE!

I loved every bit of Chingay 2009 (:

Next Up, Valentines' Day!

It was well spent because I am never going to forget this day. Met Vivek Reshmi Minyi - had dinner at Newyork Newyork then took the Singapore Flyer - To us, we felt it is a one time take and then feel really good that you've gone on the Singapore Flyer ride. =) Loved the gifts!

The best part of Valentines' Day was exchanging gifts! and of course, spending that precious time together. Feels great, but can hardly be described in words.

A collage of friends :) of course there are many more but i chose the nicer pictures!

For all those who've been a part of me - whether or not your picture is in the collage, thank you so much. In one way or another you've been a blessing to me. Thank you so much for the smile you've brought to my face, for the tears I might have shed for you or for the fun and pain we've gone through.I appreciate every one of you :)

Next up, meeting HONG WEIQIAN! like after so long. talking to her once again about everything was so nice. How I went on and on and on like a train, she laughed and yet gave advice like we used to give in secondary school. I miss tanglin like crazy much. Again, if only time could come to a standstill when you really want to. If only I could tune my life the way I want it to be. Such a wishful thinking. Pocket full of wishes which can never be fulfilled. Tanglin times were the times when we could all be so carefree and yet stay bonded. When school seemed fun. Not that school now is not fun, but Tanglin times are what I'll call the times. Every memory, good or bad, I still like Tanglin all the same. Met Seri on the train that day and we spoke about Tanglin too. Sigh. Such a big part of my life I've moved on from, but i'll never move away from (:

ALSO,

Vivek Menon (:
Best friend,I just wanna tell you, we may go through crazy rollercoaster rides now and then, or even crazy fights that we'll have, you are still one of those people who mean the world to me. Your jokes and nonsense can just brighten my shitty and unhappy day. As much as it may have shown that whatever there is to be shared between best friends, has been shared - I still end this paragraph by saying : I CANT WAIT FOR SATURDAYYY. REMEMBER OUR GAME? :D i love you tonsssssssssss, dearest.

Shaheedah, Meutia, Sylvia.

There would be times when there would be ups & downs. I just dont like the way things are. All these has to stop. alright? When there is a will, there is a way. We are capable of more than these little squabbles here and there. That said, just know that I love each and everyone of you the same. What doesnt kill us only makes us stronger. All the rubbish we do and laugh over, why not just put all unhappiness behind us? :)

In Order(in picture) Reshmi, Vivek, Minyi

We've been through alot, something we wont deny.Jealousy? Happiness? Sadness? Tears? Anger? Who said we were going to succumb to all those? Sad as it may seem to those who try their might to pull us apart, we're still standing strong, till today. there may have been disputes between one another - it is part and parcel of every friendship (:What doesnt kill us, makes us stronger. VRM, this line goes out to all of you :You're a great part of me (: Thank you for being there, for all the jokes laughters and sadness we've shared. I love you guys alot. Im glad we spent Valentines' Day together. It was fun, nice, touching, loving and awesomeeeee.

You girls! i miss all of you so much! I just cant help but to remember the date since we all got closer, 13th right! :) LETS MEET UP SOON. EVERYTIME I THINK OF TANGLIN, i THINK OF ALL OF YOU.

HEY HEY HEY YOU GUYS. We should all meet up soon! catch up and laugh over almost anything and everything! STACEY!SERI! remember SAP, AAP, RAP? :)

OKAY, now....
Im done.
So long you guys!

♥