One day before Chingay : Excited.

Catch the blueeeee pyjamas tomorrow & on saturday! :D

Let pictures do the talking!


Lucien & XueJun - Communication Lesson


I will miss her smile

last day as a w45h-er.

Before I left class today tears welled up in my eyes. All that was running through my head was :

• that was the last time I was going to walk out of that class
• the next time I come back to school, my classmates are going to be different
• No more games, jokes, laughter and fun with this class
• No more blasting music and making people dance to it as forefeit
• No more lemon biscuits in class
• No more screaming out my unhappiness with the whole class around
• No more Dr Shanthi, Rick Low, Gavin, Wendy Ang, Nenie teaching us
• 1 semester has passed so quickly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I swear I was nothing but sad. I'll miss this class sooo much because w45h has been there no matter what, no matter when.

Took pictures with everyone present today and boy, it was tough saying bye and leaving the class. But at least I hugged all of them goodbye! I am still thankful that in one way or another they were part of my life :]

As I logged into MSN today, I got this from Indah :

Macadah, WASH er. sent 23/1/2009 3:43 PM:
hey aarti,
Macadah, WASH er. sent 23/1/2009 3:43 PM:
during our turn to present the game,
Macadah, WASH er. sent 23/1/2009 3:43 PM:
faci asked the whole class to join in
Macadah, WASH er. sent 23/1/2009 3:43 PM:
so, whole class join in.
Macadah, WASH er. sent 23/1/2009 3:44 PM:
i think it means our game is the funnest?
Macadah, WASH er. sent 23/1/2009 3:44 PM:
=)
Macadah, WASH er. sent 23/1/2009 3:44 PM:
nice job.!
Macadah, WASH er. sent 23/1/2009 3:44 PM:
and, thanks for coming to my life at least once :)
Macadah, WASH er. sent 23/1/2009 3:44 PM:
nice meeting you.
Macadah, WASH er. sent 23/1/2009 3:44 PM:
=]

Also, something from JieMin's blog :

I will miss Sean’s and Aarti’s awesome debates openers. Yes, we've done debates in class so many times and most of the time sean and I happen to oppose one another -_-

Jiemin continued with :

Aarti: Another of my really trusted friends whom I have no qualms about telling my secrets to. I’ll admit it, when I first knew you, I was quite intimidated because of your prowess in English. But as time passed, I realised, I didn’t need to be intimidated at all. As I told u before, u just give me the impression of trustability. I know I can rely on you if I need someone to listen to me =)

When my mind's been blank and emotion's been drained, all I need is one or two nice and touching words, I'll be fine (:

Pictures and some other entries will come soon. I swear my life's been a total disaster. I'll be back.

School's coming to an end! in other words, I only have 3 more days as a w45h-ian! Surprisingly, this class has been so much better than I expected it to be. And I am proud to say that I have not regretted being part of w45h at all.

So much of fun we've had, I am sure of that. The times when I was down, they could tell. They would always without fail express that concern for me. This class has made school way better and they have made me feel that there is a whole new meaning to "a class". How much we've done/spoken/been there for one another is something which I'll remember clearly. Sadly, those days are coming to an end. As much as I hate to bid farewell to this class, it's part of RP's system to change classes every semester. I am sure to miss every passing moment I have fun with this class.

In the class, I am close to almost everyone. notice I said, everyone. there are some I am not close to, but I still thank them for being a part in my fun school life. :]

Lucien - Dude, I'll never forget all the times we've spent. the times when we used to disturb each other with bananas and apples and the times when we've played catching in class. The times when you've been there cheering me up, making me laugh. I will never forget when you were there during that one time when I really needed someone. You've given a whole new meaning to friendship. And you're that one boy that I have never seen sad. Angry, yes. but that too angry for me! How? How do I thank you? How can I every forget the times? Thank you, lucien. :)

Sean- My first close friend in w45h. I remember when we were in the same class for enterprise. You were the first to know so much about me. You were the one who could always detect when something was wrong. For all the times I've been there for you, it's always been my pleasure. For the times you returned the concern, i am really thankful. Do you remember how we used to sing in class? the bhangra songs I introduced you to? I'll never forget, sean :)

Jevini- Babe! I miss you so much, now that you've transferred out. luckily you only stop coming at the last week. school's just... different, without you! Remember all the gossips and laughters we've had? I've always treasured them. Being the only two indians, remember how we used to lie to facilitators that we were cousins? The times when you kept asking if I was okay. Damn, come back la at least for one day! i'll miss you, jevini.

Noriz- Sayang! You you you. How much nonsense we've spoken and done, I cannot even tell. We've just shared so much that it's impossible to not talk to you for one day. Even if its on msn, we just have to disturb one another. Remember during breaks when we would go out and chat? And you would pout your sorrows, I would pour mine? I've never been in the same group with you ever since shanthi thought we were noisy together, but that has never stopped us from being noisy. I hope you'll take care of yourself. I dont want to see you down, Noriz :)

JieMin- My pal! You're someone I'd go to when I need sweet :P I am glad to be of help when you needed help or someone to be there. And honestly, thank you for being there likewise. You would always pop up on msn and ask me to smile. I really appreciate that. With you around, because you're always smiling, it just gets so difficult to see you and frown. I know you're hurt but I really hope you get over it fast. I know you can. All the way, JieMin :)

Weiliang- My beng brother! Over time, we've grown closer to one another and Im glad to see you grow so much in your maturity level. I hope you'll stick with that good personality of yours. Nevermind if you fail but be sure to pick yourself up again. You rock, Weiliang.

Elaine- Babe! remember our cognitive group? All the laughters and girl problems we've shared? i'll always remember you as a friend I could look at when Im down. BECAUSE, whenever you look at me, you smile! goodness me, I so need your picture to look at :) Yay you, elaine. :)

Nabilah- LALA. You and your jokes which never fail to brighten my day :] thank you for hearing me out all the time and thereafter make jokes to make me laugh. Remember cognitive group? When we shared about everything under the sun? :) thanksss, nabilah. :)

Joyce- HEYHEY. my group mate. HAHA. it so happens that when im in science group that I tend to get a little emotional. Remember us snatching for slides? remember when we used to discuss everything and anything?When you told me all that you could? You are one strong girl that I think have a very good personality. My toilet friend!! keep that up, Joyce. :)

XueJun- SLUTTTT. Omg, we disturb each other in class and end up having so much to bitch and laugh about. When we were in the same group, we just have so much of fun. I do know sometimes you're sad but you tend not to show. I just hope you know I'll be there for you. My toilet friend!! Take care, XueJun. :)

Hazirah- Another lovely girl who never fails to ask if Im okay. I'll remember what you've said, always. You must take care too okay? :) I know there's so much more behind that smile and REALLY CUTE laughter. laugh always, hazirah. :)

Basically to who I wanted to say what, there goes. W45H, im really gonna miss all of you. loads. :) I know i've been that counsellor for so many of you. I hope what I've said/done has made an impact. And please take care of yourselves. LOVES!

You dont need a 1000 word long essay about us here. Just know you can count on us for talking rubbish through presentations after that covering our stupid mistakesby telling:

shanthi it was a typo error (and she will go, 'ya ya your class EVERYTHING IS TYPO)

wendy we thought we calculated the math stuff correctly (yes we think TOO much)

nenie that we prefer to comment rather than ask questions (YA LAH WE'RE LAZY SO WHAT)

gavin that he should release us early because he's damn hot (YES WE LOVE TO SUCK UP, we still rock!)

rick low we'll do good RJs if he promises to end class on time (OMG WE ARE BUSY PEOPLE LA)

W45H - DRAMA MAMAS!

You've been a great part of me, really.

just as when I thought I could do it, I can't.

Being stuck in such a shithole, I HONESTLY HATE THE WAY MY LIFE IS NOW.

I try with all my might to bring you that smile
the jokes the care the love all these while
you never knew how it felt
with all the tears i shed
i refused to tell because you havent shown you actually cared

How should I be?
Is it the truth I see?
I dont ask for much,
in fact for nothing at all
Ive never demanded for anything,
I gave what I could unconditionally
Undoubtedly I never had much to ask for, really
but now, if i could have one wish, just one...
it would be to have you to understand what Im going through,
after all security and trust is what I seek in you.

Nirmal Vivek Menon.

9th June 1991.
Crossed Religion.
Drama and Debate (:
Dont read me, i'm an equation you can never solve