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like the lazy ocean
hugs the shore,



Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Post Number : 100!


Just nice, ain't it? :) so in other words, when I post tomorrow, it'll be post number 101. wheee.


Alright right around this time of 2007 I was doing the exact same thing of recounting all that has happened through the year, making new year resolutions like everyone else did. But then again, I do have some resolutions which I failed to meet up to or should I say complete.

2008 was a year different from the rest for me. It was a real rollercoaster ride. I still remember how I was brought so high on some occasions and then thrown all the way down on some. Whatever it is, 2008 has thought me that life is not always as easy as it seems. I am still thankful for all the laughter and tears Ive had in the past year for this was what kept me going. I must admit I regret some actions of what I have done in 2008 and which has made me feel like a real fool, but then again - "learn and move on" like what you said.

All that I have to claim, I was made a stronger person when I had to deal with:
  • The loss of my grandfather

  • Shitty events throughout the year which I cant really spell out because they are like random stuff

  • Removing my wisdom tooth!!!!! OMGAWDDD

  • When i had to send you that sms.
The new & old friends all the same, I still love all of you and I would like to take this line of the whole entry to thank you for being part of me in any way you have. Whatever it is, the laughters cries fun jokes quarrels we've gone through you still mean alot to me - i can bet my pretty hair on this!

New year resolutions, you might be wondering?
Yeah I do have them but No im not posting it up this yearrrr


I know and appreciate all that Ive been through this crazy year :] With that, I pray and hope 2009 will be a better year. On a side note - I love the number 9, is that considered? :P

Love you people! (: Best wishes for 2 0 0 9!




xoxo, aaaaaarti gupta :D




Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Two days to new year, I have stuff I wanna post about.

I'll do it tomorrow, I promise.




Sunday, December 14, 2008

So it's the holidays! (:

One week in Singapore and the remaining week will be away at Genting and Penang/Cameron. No, not hongkong. Plans changed. but heck, Im still looking forward to it! This is one year I must say that I have been going up & down to malaysia so many times. I myself lost count of it. Be it for shopping, pedicure&manicure, holidays whatever.my my!

Was looking through my archives and I realized I actually havent blogged about so many events lately. and yes I do know long wordy posts would stop people from reading (I know because I hate reading oh so wordy posts). But then it'd be impossible for me to recap all that has happened, I shall leave it to the pictures to do the talking.


Yes, im sure w45h has seeeeeen alot of this!


Hey babe, remember our promise!



Dr Shanthi write science stuff, we write lyrics!


Vivek Menon, I love vivek menon :)


Tilt your head for a bit, body of lies rocked!


OHMYGOD-ancient picture man! hongweiqian, which lesson was this? and hell, i miss laughing CRAZILY with you!

Zoo trip was honestly tiring but it was really really fun!

The laughters, the gossips - I'll never forget :)
Memories!

Drama mates can make me laugh like crazy and then cry it all out with me as well. yes, i love these girls. sylvia, we've to start taking more pictures (alone) hahaha


Meutia, please cheer up :) dont be affected by things which will bring you down alright? thanks for being there no matter what. you know I love you!

This very day we had so much of fun snapping pictures, playing and even "fighting" :D

Met up with Weiqian not long ago for dinner and shopping. Though it was short, we got to share so many things together and weiqian be strong:) ring me, anytime!
This girl, shaheedah, always makes me laugh like crazy. The nonsense she does is just way too unbelieveable. the late night talks the drama meetings the in between breaks meetup because we're in the same block :D I just need a dose of her when Im down, trust me.

Since now it's the 2nd round of holidays, I have better reasons to judge - yes sean and weiliang are indeed the two closer people I am to in the class (apart from girls of course). I may be considered the counselor but heck i'll always hear them out because they do too!

Lucien is a really entertaining boy. Oh yes, another close friend of mine in class. When I was so angry that day he was there to crack silly jokes which made me laugh. and all the bananas and apples jokes we have, man lucien you rock! "hiiiigh five!"
okay, it was just a post I feel like blogging :]
oh before I end of,
AARTI - after so long, MONESSA GOT IT! :D




Thursday, December 11, 2008

How nice it feels - sitting on a comfy sofa after a relaxing bath, eating ice pops, surfing the net and thinking of nothing at all. Ice pops - hahaha. I still love them till now :)

Other than today being a really boring day because it was Math module, I have to admit that boredom was compensated with the arrival of CUPCAKES!
Okay so here's the story. Vivek Menon found out my surprise (in case you didnt already know, he never ever allows me to keep secrets when it has got to do with him). Taking my phone and running away with it resulted in him finding out Im getting him his cupcakes by today 1pm. *shakes head. But nonetheless I told him to pretend to look surprised and I must say he did it very well! so he got the really nicely made cupcakes today and he loved it. That touched me really deeply because he is someone I would never get tired planning surprises for. Anything can happen, nothing is pulling us apart.

Pretty and Yummy :)
Smile like that always,boy!

That aside, I was asked a question just now : "aarti will you ever take up nursing?" before I could give my straightaway NO, someone answered for me - "aarti and nursing?! omg never ever man. all that a nurse has to do, aarti will be the last person. hahahhaa true true, I do agree. But then again when my grandfather used to be alive, I did all I could, I offered all I could, I shared all I could, I gave all the love I had. And what I did, I am so proud of myself. I guess you really have to have the love to perform. And yes I do find old people very cute but the bad thing about me - I have no patience. yeah lah, spoilt, pampered. go ahead, I nod in agreement.

Okaaaaay, Im basically done blogging for today :)




Wednesday, December 10, 2008

New layout and I must admit Im pretty much in love with it - which is definitely a good thing because then it would save me the time to fuss over which blogskin to choose, and when to find the time to change the layout and so on. So I guess Im sticking to this until I find a better one which catches my eye.

Went to KL over the weekend and of all places,all people I saw Ashley Tan Wei Jie in Sunway Lagoon! hahahaha. Omg. we couldnt stop laughing because the thing is, we're so caught up with our own things in Singapore that we barely meet or chat anymore and we end up meeting in Malaysia. Overall the trip was fun. Looking forward to the next one. HongKong from 23rd - 28th of this month! :)

Yesterday was rather fun because I had Jevini in the team. and that calls for gossips! she practically knows quite a number of things so its a breeze sharing things with her. Oh we got to choose our own teams for Science yesterday but still dr shanthi refuses till the end to let Noriz and I be together. Well I guess its detrimental to her ears putting us together because we 'never do stop talking' as claimed by dr shanthi :) So it pretty much led to me sharing stuff with Jevini. Funny thing was that, that didnt keep me seated in my seat. Was still playing with lucien and chatting with weiliang, joyhan, jiemin (because his voice resembles the voice I had when I lost my voice :D), sean and adam. Yeah that pretty much rounds up the guys in my class. a total of 8 boys and 18 girls. No the class is not quieter because we're boys deprieved because the class girls are equally havoc! You tell me what you would say about truth or dare, dancing in class, picnics, playing and screaming? You think you can do better then that's your problem, I won't ask for your signature.

oh oh before leaving class, we were making fun of elaine's shirt. In the front it had the words, 'beware of the copycat' and at the back ' Yes its YOU'. So me sean and elaine were led on to a topic which has always been bugging me and they hear it every time I whine :) Had drama meeting and then had a nice long chat with meutia. I hope she feels way better after everything.

Today was equally nice. Inititally had something really nice planned out but due to some unforseen circumstances it had to be cancelled. :( I was damn sad and shatterd - in case you didnt already know i get very sad when plans which I look forward to gets cancelled at the very last minute) Then again, I have to be understanding and I think whatever happened was wayyy important to settle than mine. Anyway it'll be postponed till tomorrow. Not really an issue then.

Ten reasons why Im so messed up :
1. I've hurt someone emotionally and I dont know how to apologize
2. I dont know how I feel sometimes
3. I know there's enterprise UT tomorrow and I studied nuts
4. My gums are hurting real bad !%#$@^@&
5. I dont like Math lessons and tomorrow's module is math argh.
6. When I think of something which upsets me, my mood turns bad for so long.
7. I can do stupid things to make people laugh when they are sad but when I am sad, its so difficult to make me smile.
8. Easy doesn't exist in life's equation.
9. I want to say something but I cant.
10. I dont like the way things are.

Few days back I had the phrase, "if I said Im not fine, would you ask why?' maaaan I had so many people telling me they would :) that really touched me deeply! and I love it when I know there're people there. Sometimes you just need to feel secure!

So tomorrow shall be it. time to 'be surprised' hahaha.




Friday, December 5, 2008

And then when I wonder what would happen if I decided to play along.

Sometime within these 2 weeks, I have been facing quite alot of unexpected incidents and I guess I owe it to being as sarcastic as I can be for the benefit of myself, sometimes.
WHO IN THE WORLD WOULD BE BOTHERED, I wonder. Sometimes when others claim that people should not be so childish, it would do the person some good to think back and see how childish he/she can get.

I would have been so angry that I would turn away from you
it would have made me so irritated that I would never wanna talk to you again

oh cripes, i dont like you!
oh shit on toast, please stay away from me!
oh damn and blast, I HATE YOU!

On a lighter note, W45H has been really hyper the past few days. Oh yes, there's only 2 groups today which means we're gonna be done superrrr early :)

TGIF. going over to malaysia for the weekend and then again its back to school on tuesday.

Haha, you know its so funny when some people try to get all the attention in the world but actually get none at all.loser!