I am lost but I am found.
I am sad but I am happy.
I am crying but I am laughing.
The confusion of the world is hard,
It's drifting me away
My heart is painful, bearing all the burdens
I am being pulled and pulled away
why oh why am i losing something I enjoy, oh why...


THE HAPPINESS CONTAINED IN ME IS ENORMOUS! becuase Im very happy today.
This kind of a satisfaction is wayyyy to difficult to describe. Im robbed of words, seriously. I want to thank so many people right now for so many things. Like, good and bad. Im having issues here! haha.

Well, the bond between 4e2 is not separated at all! NEVER WAS, NEVER WILL. and im happy for that =) in ten days time its the O level Examination. As i await the dreaded O levels, I get more scared by the day. whats gonna happen after that? everything's gonna end soon, just soon. then what will be the outcome? it's a make it or break it case. LOVE THEM LOADS. I want to thank the teachers for not giving up even at this CRUCIAL point. hahaha, I kinda feel that if i practice math, its peanuts! damn easy i tell you. but again, I SAID IF.

; God please help me through this intensive period. bring me through my O Levels safely like how you did during my PSLE. Like how i felt so calm during the papers knowing you have everything planned out, the best. Like how I used to be jealous that some people could do sums which I couldnt. Like how you made me realise that by doing some sums alone wont get anyone anywhere. Like how I burst into tears when I collected my PSLE cert. Like how i accepted the results, feeling so satisfied. O LEVELS ARE ON THEIR WAY.

DO YOUR BEST & GOD WILL TAKE CARE OF THE REST. I believe I'll be where Im fated to be. :D

9th June 1991.
Crossed Religion.
Drama and Debate (:
Dont read me, i'm an equation you can never solve