Friday, December 7, 2007
Hello to you reading this at a funny hour like this =)
ive been gone for long without updating this thing. & if i drag my updates longer, this blog's gonna be dead. The week's coming to and end and this whole week hasnt been a good one.
and these are the few factors which have got me blogging :
1. I wanted to change a blogskin (
and ive already got it done)
2. Prevent this thang from being so dull & boring, i just realised. sorry peeps!
3. I wanted to set my mind off something.
Like, everyone have their ups & downs in life. their happy & sad moments. And its how we tackle it, aint it? Some are super strong, some are just so pessimistic that you never want to listen to them because they make you crazy :O and some are always cheering you up! its all a mystery wrapped in an enigma. For once I realised i dont actually know what/how im feeling.
Anyhow, my grandfather is in the hospital. the slightest thought of it dampens my mood. Im close to him and thats a fact no one can change.so you can somehow understand how Im feeling. I seriously want him to get well soon. Seeing him in this state, pains me more than pricking a thousand needles into me. When my mum told me she called an ambulance on monday morning, you shouldve seen how I jumped out of bed. I swear i couldnt control my emotions on monday. it was all haywire. I had a hard time cooling myself down. puffy eyes from those crying.& the tension and stress while waiting can kill a person! im glad there are improvements, and i Thank God. With thoughts which will bring those tears in your eyes,there's nothing more you need other than some quiet time. Ive had many thoughts running through me. but im keeping mum, within me. GRANDPA, GET WELL SOON. ILOVEYOU.
Thank you to those out there who were consoling me, making me happier, showing your care & concern. Im serious it was something which I appreciate. Its those little things that count. thank you so so so much (:
btw, i was lazing around at home yesterday. switched the tv channel to MTV's i want a famous face. OMG. it is freaking DISGUSTING. i never stopped eewing at it. how they actually poke the knife through your skin and turn it inside out and pull your flesh and the blood splashed everywhere Y-U-C-K.
before i end of this post. MR CHARLES HAN, can you please tell me when you're going for your op? you arrogant man! haha.
♥