Wednesday, January 23, 2008
At a time like this, which is less than a day away to the release of the O level results, its not gonna help much harbouring all the negative 'what if' thoughts. I am just trying to calm myself down before 2 pm tomorrow. Hopefully, i'll be able to bring myself through the tension tomorrow. the tension is already overwhelming and as the clock ticks away, my heart's beating faster and faster.
The worry is already starting to show on my face and can be easily detected in my voice when I speak. The fact now is, I've to face the outcome no matter how it turns out. sooner or later, it'll come a time when I have to accept it the way I moulded my results.
Been doing some bloghopping and almost everyone taking results tomorrow are talking about it, which makes it so stressful to my eye and head because it only drifts my mind back to my what if thoughts again. The PSLE result day memories is back! Sometime you just hope 2 oclock just comes and you can open up and face the outcome, but then again.
Okay lah, I know its getting boring talking about results so before I end of this post, let me share something:
Something terrible happened to me at [around] 12 midnight yesterday. NO im not gonna say I encountered an incident with a ghost or anything. BUT, i just couldnt do anything. My back was so painful I just dont know what was even going to happen. I ended up lying on the hard, cold floor but to no avail. and I had to wake my sister up and ask for a massage. it didnt help either. and i was practically shaking that I had to hunt for panadol, cos I had no idea where my mum placed them. dang! Then after taking one capsule, i fell so soundly asleep. I just hope the same thing doesnt happen tonight.
Good night!
THOSE TAKING THE RESULTS TOMORROW, ALL THE BEST! :D
♥