Saturday, January 19, 2008
OH MY GOD.
I seriously cannot believe what Im gonna have to make myself believe. im in a terrible dilemma, debating with myself whether or not to accept you like that. DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT. punching the keyboard and typing very quickly, argh, don't mind me. im just venting my anger.
Shit. I think from now everytime I look at you, I'll be looking with a different view. no longer the one I used to have of you. So what if you think you're cool? sometimes, what matters more is the opinions from others, mate.
You think just because you're good with your english language you can play around with words to your liking. ha, FAT HOPE! not everyone will give way to you the way you think they would. I cant believe you're like that. How HOw HOW to make myself convinced that you're a cunning fox?
TRUST IS ONLY ONCE! lose it, and lose it
forever. damn you for putting me in such a spot, to force myself to believe the bitter truth that you're no longer a person of your words. how long was this hidden identity intending to last? TO BAD. I FOUND OUT. YOU CAN CONTINUE LIVING IN YOUR WORLD OF FALSE ILLUSIONS.
; Went out on a shopping spree today. ooooh, i so love my family!!! was quite happy the whole of today. oh tired toooooo! i slept at my cousin's place because I was too tired to keep my eyes open! haha. Enjoyed the whole of today. until I came home and I realised something which made me so pissed that i bet i killed 1000000000000 braincells.I.seriously.feel.like.im.going.to.break.down.anytime.soon.
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