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like the lazy ocean
hugs the shore,



Wednesday, December 10, 2008

New layout and I must admit Im pretty much in love with it - which is definitely a good thing because then it would save me the time to fuss over which blogskin to choose, and when to find the time to change the layout and so on. So I guess Im sticking to this until I find a better one which catches my eye.

Went to KL over the weekend and of all places,all people I saw Ashley Tan Wei Jie in Sunway Lagoon! hahahaha. Omg. we couldnt stop laughing because the thing is, we're so caught up with our own things in Singapore that we barely meet or chat anymore and we end up meeting in Malaysia. Overall the trip was fun. Looking forward to the next one. HongKong from 23rd - 28th of this month! :)

Yesterday was rather fun because I had Jevini in the team. and that calls for gossips! she practically knows quite a number of things so its a breeze sharing things with her. Oh we got to choose our own teams for Science yesterday but still dr shanthi refuses till the end to let Noriz and I be together. Well I guess its detrimental to her ears putting us together because we 'never do stop talking' as claimed by dr shanthi :) So it pretty much led to me sharing stuff with Jevini. Funny thing was that, that didnt keep me seated in my seat. Was still playing with lucien and chatting with weiliang, joyhan, jiemin (because his voice resembles the voice I had when I lost my voice :D), sean and adam. Yeah that pretty much rounds up the guys in my class. a total of 8 boys and 18 girls. No the class is not quieter because we're boys deprieved because the class girls are equally havoc! You tell me what you would say about truth or dare, dancing in class, picnics, playing and screaming? You think you can do better then that's your problem, I won't ask for your signature.

oh oh before leaving class, we were making fun of elaine's shirt. In the front it had the words, 'beware of the copycat' and at the back ' Yes its YOU'. So me sean and elaine were led on to a topic which has always been bugging me and they hear it every time I whine :) Had drama meeting and then had a nice long chat with meutia. I hope she feels way better after everything.

Today was equally nice. Inititally had something really nice planned out but due to some unforseen circumstances it had to be cancelled. :( I was damn sad and shatterd - in case you didnt already know i get very sad when plans which I look forward to gets cancelled at the very last minute) Then again, I have to be understanding and I think whatever happened was wayyy important to settle than mine. Anyway it'll be postponed till tomorrow. Not really an issue then.

Ten reasons why Im so messed up :
1. I've hurt someone emotionally and I dont know how to apologize
2. I dont know how I feel sometimes
3. I know there's enterprise UT tomorrow and I studied nuts
4. My gums are hurting real bad !%#$@^@&
5. I dont like Math lessons and tomorrow's module is math argh.
6. When I think of something which upsets me, my mood turns bad for so long.
7. I can do stupid things to make people laugh when they are sad but when I am sad, its so difficult to make me smile.
8. Easy doesn't exist in life's equation.
9. I want to say something but I cant.
10. I dont like the way things are.

Few days back I had the phrase, "if I said Im not fine, would you ask why?' maaaan I had so many people telling me they would :) that really touched me deeply! and I love it when I know there're people there. Sometimes you just need to feel secure!

So tomorrow shall be it. time to 'be surprised' hahaha.