RELIEF TEACHING HAS BEEN SO AWESOME :)

because... i have nice company at school! so much so that free periods are no longer boring!

Christina and Shuhailah are doing relief teaching as well and! everytime we have free time, it's so nice to be able to sit and talk to them! haha. sometimes talking to people you've just met but seem to clique so well is such a good thing. no communication barrier! not like i had a problem with that, but still....

Apart from the fact that the 2 of them find someone hot and only I have luck with that someone. hurhur. NEHNEHNIPOOPOO you two!

Frankly speaking, talking to the two of them surprisingly is so easy. Doesnt seem like I just got to know them. Sad thing's that Christina's away on attachment now, so its just me and Shuhailah. but its okay, CHRISTINA GET BACK FAST! We'll be waiting for you! haha.


Shuhailah :]

As much as Jiemin claimed sometime ago, that he's sad that there'll be no more w45h when school reopens, I guess its time to admit that I've been pushing aside this daunting fact. So much so that thinking of it makes me all emotional again. If there's one thing I'd have to say about myself that I pretty much H.A.T.E- i am such an emotional freak. I hate it hate it HATE IT.

That brings me to this : 2 of my friends are now talking to me about their grandparent not being in the best of health. I am just hearing them out, I repeat, hearing them out - but it brings back those unwanted memories. brings my spirits to the lowest ebb imaginable.

Anyway, I have a friend whom I used to like being around alot. um before you start double guessing, she's a girl. A used to be my close friend for sooooo long and as for as long as I knew her, we used to do so many things together. Laugh play gossip get into trouble cry(IM SERIOUS) together. So close that I dare say we dont even quarrel much. But now? I cant even say we dont quarrel. because on the surface we seem to randiant and fine but its actually all shaky and unstable from the inside. Sucks pretty much to see a friendship which was going so strong tumble just like that. but what can I do? yes, we've "talked it out" but honestly, I doubt it meant much because nothing changed. kept on telling ourselves we've to stop fighting but we never do (silent fights, i mean).

I am so tired of all these, I swear. I hate it that when your name is brought up I have to change the topic. I really have to because I dread talking about it - after that the shit in me I have to deal with is untolerable. Its not that I'm saying you've changed or anything. Im just saying. we've changed. we've both changed towards one another. It affects me alot but everytime we talk it out nothing seems to change so I've pretty much given up talking.

I love you alot, girlfriend. I really do. You're someone I kind of grew up with. You're that someone I sat with and tried to calm when you were in a frenzy and all over the place 2 years back. You're someone I'd go miles for. You're someone I used to talk to on the phone till the wee hours. You're that someone I could look at and laugh at. You're that someone who would still love me though I abandoned you so many times because of my other commitments (i think if you know its you, you know what im referring to) Most of all, You're that someone I could really trust. I really want that friendship back - hopefully its not too late.

Truth be told, I feel like shit now.

COOL.FUN.SUPERB.AWESOME.BEST.

For my best friend, Vivek Menon,

No words can describe how much you mean to me
No one can replace you in me
If all else seems to fail, you're there to save that smile
You stood by me not matter what,
Always always always taking my pms moments without fail
You're a dream come true, an answered prayer
what's best is, you're just you :)
We've been through way too much for me to ever forget you!

Last Saturday:

Met Vivek at Tampines and went SHOPPING - HAHA! After walking around, we went up to the garden like area to just rest. Also what you'd call, heart to heart moments :)

Had lunch and did what Vivek loves doing best - disturbing people! He just needs to distrub them.His daily dose of entertainment. Not like he cares how much people get annoyed -
bottom line, he's satisfied!

So after a while of walking, decided to go to the arcadeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Only to play, AIR HOCKEY :D

Needless to say Vivek won- flat down. SO SO SO embarrassing because people were all watching. I couldn't stop laughing at how stupid it was trying to gaurd my side of the goal but yet lost time and time again. I scored an embarrassing 2 agaisnt his 8! Second round (because he "gave me chance-EYEEERRRR") I did better, 4 - 6 HAHAHA. still loser!




The day was really really nice :)

Monday:

Went for relief teaching in the morning. I always get awesome kids who are so nice at heart:) Makes your day so much more pleasant and lively!

After relief, met Vivek at Vivo City forrrrr My Bloody Valentines' in 3D!

BUT FIRST!
We walked around Vivo, checked a few things out and since the movie was only at 9 and we were still so early, we went to the water area :) SURPRISED VIVEK THERE WITH SOMETHING HE NEVER EXPECTED yet ALWAYS WANTED :D so nice to see that smile on his face! succeeded once again (:

Then then then, went to Long John - GOSSIPED ALOT! HAHAHA. I'll never forget. It was a long yet touching talk we had!

Went to watch the movieeee after that :) It was nice! haha. Cracking jokes in the middle of the movie was hilarious!



Wednesday : It was a journey from BoonLay to Eunos to Woodlands and then to school for relief teaching. It was an awesome day nonetheless :) Nice bermudas as well!

Had Subway after relief teaching on Thursday. And alot of talking and talking (not that it's something new but it's something to treasure! haha vivek you know i know!)

Todayyy:
Met at Pasir ris. Trained to Tampines.

Shop by shop. Clothes by clothes. Shoe by shoe. Then finally to SUB. yay yay yay!

Vivek left the shop with 2 shirts! He looks sooooooooooo nice in it. Omg, I can just MELT! :]

After SUB was PUMA TIMEEEE! And Vivek got me a white PUMA bag that I've been eyeing on for since FOREVER! OKAY MAYBE NOT FOREVER SINCE THE DESIGN JUST CAME OUT, BUT I'VE BEEN CRUSHING ON IT EVER SINCE I SAW IT. HAHAH. IM LIKE, OVER THE MOON! REALLY. DREAM COME TRUE :p thank you vivek thank you!


OMGOMGOMG. ITS MINE NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWW :D

Then went to swensens for icecream. HAHA I WAS TREATED TO STICKY CHEWY CHOCOLATEEEE :D






After that went to Converse to get Vivek's shoe! :)
While waiting for them to get it ready, went to play air hockey again! ahhaha. played twice. I WON ONCE HAHAHHA. Like finallyyyy!


ALL IN ALL.



Thank you for such an awesome day, vivek! I LOVE YOU!

I end with a quote, "Together forever, never apart. Maybe in distance, but never in heart.”
http://www.indianchild.com/my_friend.htm

9th June 1991.
Crossed Religion.
Drama and Debate (:
Dont read me, i'm an equation you can never solve