Friday, May 22, 2009
Not one,
Not two,
Not three,
Not four,
Not five
But six people have been asking me since yesterday if I was okay.
I might've looked lost in thoughts.
yes I am, I really have alot on my mind.I might not have been as cheerful as all other days.
yes, I don't feel like doing nonsense or joking or playing.I might have ignored certain requests.
yes, I cannot keep up with the so fast pace.I might be quiet at times.
yes, I am not just quiet, im very very very tired as well. I mightbe sarcastic,
yes thats because I dont like you.Sometimes, things just dont go your way. But for now, if only I could make everything be the way I want it to, I'll be happy. Very happy. I am drained just by thinking of everything that makes me tired. Throughout this "aarti-is-thinking-alot" period, I have lately realized how much people would go to help others. To know of someone you've given your all to most of the time, turning against the fact that you need help. Hell to not wanting to state the obvious for the very fact that people would gloat over it. Gloat all you want, because you loser in the end would feel sad of whatever pitiful fact you name. So come on get a life. I am not exactly in the best of moods to "
spread the laughter and hyper activeness". I have people whom I can really trust to tell my bothers to but i just refuse to. I dont know why I choose to keep this within myself.I could so totally dedicate the song, same script different cast to myself now. Dont try comprehending why, you'll never guess.
I'll be back with a post so different from this, just you see :)
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