Thursday, August 6, 2009
Time will tell
Or
Time will heal
Which one am I supposed to expect? Sometimes I feel myself so stuck in certain circumstances that it becomes almost impossible to ever expect anything. If I choose to believe that time will tell, what exactly I am expecting time to tell me, I wonder. Tell me how much I would benefit if I stop giving in to those who don’t really appreciate or for the matter those who are not worthy of me?
If time will heal, will the same thing happen again sooner than I expect? As much as I hate to admit, I don’t like the feeling of being lost and stuck. I hate it when I can’t make myself feel normal as I always have. Back in secondary school, I swear upon anything I never once felt the way I feel these days.
There are a few people I really thank for being a part of me and these people deserve the best in life for being the best people around.
I was having a conversation with my bestest “partner” a while ago and I sort of realized that I’ve the best people around me in my life currently that I really don’t need any additions (: I’m feeling more than just happy with one less pest in my life.
So, we were talking about appreciating one another and being the strong pillar of support all the time. We were making fun of everything and everyone we could, we were talking and talking about everything and anything under sun it almost felt like hours passed like seconds. We were swinging on swings just like little kids. We were munching on strawberries and being all so satisfied with how good it tastes. We were making meanings out of words which seemed like we were reading each other’s minds. I love this partner of mine so much that words can’t even explain. Dear you know who you are, we can fight till the cows come home and irritate each other to the maximum, but you are someone I want to grow old with. I want to look back and say you’re the best! I want to turn around and say I didn’t make a mistake! Thank you for tolerating my cries, whines and complains whenever I quarrel with someone. You the best!
:)
♥